Bitch is Back!
Hi everybody! I’m BACK!
My current blog at blogspot (www.emiliamills.blogspot.com) has turned into a charity blog. I wish to keep it that way, so here i am, moving back to my old blog.
Also, i need someplace to vent.
I am so, fucking sick, of being a push-over!
I have changed. I have mellowed-down. What else does the world wants from me!?
On Friday, i had two of my closest people talked to me as if i’m some class of chopped liver. I didn’t have a retort like the bitch i was would have retorted. So i swallowed whatever they said.
But I was so choked up with rage!
Today i had a silent fight with arif on an ideology that none of us were on the same page on. Again, i was so choked up with rage! I could not say anything because i have been so mellow for so long, somehow, on auto-pilot, i just let him walked all over me!
I realise i have an anger management problem. I realised this when i told my boss that he’s trying to be a David Beckham REJECT, what’s with his fancy clothing and all.
I also realised this when i had this strong urge to throw a brick at this girl i dislike.
I also realised this when i threw some kitchen utensils around while cooking maggi mee.
Can u believe that?
All my throwing and breaking things and my comment about people looking like rejects are a product of anger mis-management.
This new, mellow me just isn’t working out anymore. I feel like a doped-up old lady.
The BITCH is back.
Do not cross me, i swear…
